it is part of learning progress...

nobody is perfect...
no one...
as we see the world, we start to learn.
in learning progress we did do the mistakes, so that we can improve.
we don't need to be regret for all the actions we have took,
don't blame our self for everything that happened, it always happened for a reason.
we need to be thankful as we still alive to live this life.
and we need to learn to improve our self, by blaming other, situation, and our past wouldn't change anything.
to live a better life we need to adapt to the environment,
last but not least back to the basic, everything that happened are predestined,
we propose, but GOD dispose.
so, make sure we take our self to be always close to GOD. we can only find serenity by being close to almighty GOD by any necessary way.

I'm so sorry for all the trouble I've put u in...