at the moment im at the very lowest floor... do i need to fall really down below again??? bangun dengan hanya separuh nafas... i did not choose this path... but if this really meant to be again... that's mean i need to gather all my strength again... cling up from the bottom... i really have no more ears to hear my sadistic story, no more shoulders to support me when i fall apart... no more hands to mend my pieces...
im broken again... its really painful... this is really such a tsunami in my life... i know... i have nothing more to give... like creep song... yes... it is so... so??? here we go again... what did i do wrong??? i leave my life for this gamble... im losing the piece again???
am i strong??? strong enough to swallow this??? I'm really alone this time... this life is really a piece of treasure for me... i lost apart before... and maybe another part this time... this is hard... yeah... i know... just like before... am i ignoring my world??? yeah... for a time... for a long time... and well time doesn't seem to be very generous to help the digestion of the experiences to make wonderful combination colors of life... i thought i have everything... i thought i gave everything... yes... i really gave everything... every pieces of my life to this line... but somehow... don't really have everything with me...
o God... Lord... Protector and Planner of this life... i pray for the bless and forgiveness for everyone... amin...
if i were meant to fall this time... lets me get back from my the very last pieces that still with me... if i were meant to drop back again... lets it be the best for my other half... im the sinful one... forgive me...
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